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Moon (Remastered 2021)

by Colourful Sevens

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1.
I sleep so much better now I think of you and don't mind There's a young boy in my heart, he's helping me through this part I can't accept it, this week I've been so scared See, I'm afraid of you now, and what you might become Blind luck and good fortune got me here Somewhere, yes somewhere else, I'm by myself Focus in on me (I've lost it!) Do you sleep any better now you've moved from the bed to the couch? I'm used to silent space that's left here in the wake of your breathing I didn't cry so much that I knocked myself out down there I lifted myself up and dragged myself to here Blind luck and good fortune got me here Somewhere, yes somewhere else, I'm by myself Focus in on me I'd like to say that I did this to myself, that it was all down to me and that I had no help But the truth is more embarrassing and any progress I made was from a lucky opportunity that appeared in your shadow as you turned away Blind luck and good fortune got me here Somewhere, yes somewhere else, I'm by myself Focus in on me (Forever!)
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[Twin Peaks, episode 23]
3.
What I said? I don't mean that I'll give you your time back I trust all my old friends, and they say it's true Listened cassette tapes to switch up my mindframe: Mature and reasoned friend I could be to you (I'm sorry) Everything you offer's just a lesser version of us: You get what you want? Well, I get too exposed I'm sorry I'm like this, I bet you are too You can't resist me but I love you Sitting on the fence won't be optional at this point I won't "See how it goes" or trial it for a year I'm sorry I'm like this, I was disinvited I'm sure there are reasons, but I'm not convinced yet Get back to you someday before I forget Wish we could be them, but we barely know them We'll try on our own then, and see where we stand (See where we stand, we'll try on our own then, Ugh, I'm sorry) Everything you offer's just a lesser version of us: You get what you want? Well, I get too exposed I'm sorry I'm like this, I bet you are too You can't resist me but I love you Sitting on the fence won't be optional at this point I won't "See how it goes" or trial it for a year I'm sorry I'm like this, I was disinvited Everything you offer's just a lesser version of us: You get what you want? Well, I get too exposed I'm sorry I'm like this, I bet you are too You can't resist me but I love you Sitting on the fence won't be optional at this point I won't "See how it goes" or trial it for a year I'm sorry I'm like this, I was disinvited
4.
I wanted to know where you were, see what you were seeing Hoped that passing time would mean I wouldn't need to bang my knees You approach with trepidation, and why wouldn't you? The years apart gave us myths but that's all All the possibilities that lie ahead of us Rekindling connections lost to teenage politics I feel different now, or at least I'd like to think so My inflated sense of arrogance is just less vocal You might as well turn around, instead of walking up to me now You might as well turn around, before I remove all doubt You might as well turn around, there's a reason we fell out So before I burn it down I'm a floater in your eye - you follow me out of sight My memories distorted your face and yours distorted mine I'm sorry it's a let down but at least it proved something: I need to move on with my life, the past is not so welcoming You might as well turn around, instead of walking up to me now You might as well turn around, before I remove all doubt You might as well turn around, there's a reason we fell out So before I burn it down I don't see a point to arranging all of this There may come a day, but today's not it I don't think I'm seeing straight, at least not straight ahead For sure I know one thing: as a man, I am predictable You might as well turn around, instead of walking up to me now You might as well turn around, before I remove all doubt You might as well turn around, there's a reason we fell out So before I burn it down
5.
Know when it started Remind me, when does it stop? Know lots about it but can't seem to figure it out My head is shrouded, I want to cut it all out, to be by myself I stare at people and they all look the same as me What are they feeling, do they all feel the same as me? Are they gripping as tightly to their seats, waiting for the journey to come to its end? Everybody's talking when they can't Everybody bleeds a little when they brush their teeth Stop making me think it's wise to think it only happens to me Hypochondriac, I need to unlearn all my steps But I don't focus and walk down a plank to my death I always end up there and it's always bad news It's flashing daily, it's constantly there I'm not allowed to be constantly not aware Know what it feels like, I know cause I feel it there This is the mark that I leave behind Everybody's talking when they can't Everybody bleeds a little when they brush their teeth Stop making me think it's wise to think it only happens to me Everybody's talking when they can't Everybody cries a little when they fall asleep They didn't make a mistake but they can't speak Everybody's talking when they can't Everybody panics in public due to fear Yet none of us say a word and think along into the void Everybody's talking when they're wrong They clog up the discussion with empty platitudes I trust I can rely on your support until I ask for it
6.
I start off with a small smile, it gets me there - right in the middle of your mind And your thoughts Unless we dreamed it - we might, of course I wish I could say how I feel, you're so close I wish you were mine so I could feel you so close to me I start off with a small smile, I had you there - right in the middle of the town You took my hand Unless I dreamed it - I might, of course I wish I could say how I feel, you're so close I wish you were mine so I could feel you so close to me How I feel you so close to me
7.
There were piles of rubble, they threw it all in a skip I wouldn't expect you to jump right fucking in The crane sways from side to side, it rocks from back to forth Flicking quickly through a book of quick fixes and realise I've broke my heart It's not a case of goodbye, and it's not a case of me needing time It's just how these things tend to go We're not the people we met and I'm not the person you left Now machinery rises, it blocks the sunshine I think about what that means Some kind of symbolic reflection of how we'd feel You'd come here slightly uncertain and be caught slightly off-guard And I'd say "Yep, that's how it is now!" Shrug my shoulders like you'd not done your research It's not a case of goodbye, and it's not a case of me needing time It's just how these things tend to go We're not the people we met and I'm not the person you left It's not a case of goodbye, and it's not a case of me needing time It's just how these things tend to go We're not the people we met and I'm not the person you left (There is a form of peace you can derive from farewells, full stops give the reader a chance to breathe. It hurts to love the empty space created by loss, but it is not the empty space - it is still what came before. Out of the darkness, you're presented with a reminder. Your lips form a smile against your better judgement, you didn't even realise it was happening. And it hits you that you're somewhere new: standing where cabs turn left and you don't recognise a thing. To beginnings and endings, and the wisdom to know the difference).

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The third album from Colourful Sevens, written and recorded between April 2017 and October 2018.

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released January 11, 2019

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